In the first month of the new
millennium, post-festive season lassitude hung in the air. It was late afternoon and drizzling. The estate agent looked up from a pile of
papers.
‘There is one more you might be
interested in,’ he said uncertainly. ‘It’s been empty for a while though.’
‘Great,’ I replied, ’that
means I can view any time, right?’
‘Ye-es,’ he replied
cautiously, glancing at his watch.
‘Like now,’ I suggested,
brightly.
Weaving through unknown
backstreets and catching glimpses of deserted docks I was soon disoriented. We stopped at an unprepossessing block of
flats, the estate agent entered the code and we took a battered lift to the top
floor. There were gashes on the front door.
‘Probably an attempted break
in, the last tenants were drug dealers.’
The flat was small and
musty. The bathroom looked like a 1970s
stage set, everything was avocado. An
abandoned mug languished in the kitchen sink. I was beginning to wish I’d taken the hint and
declined to view the property. Then we
entered the lounge. Projected on to the
wide picture window was a panoramic view of the river, a glossy blackness
stippled by raindrops and reflecting the lights of the Millennium Dome. In the distance, the Thames Barrier
proclaimed the estuary.
‘I’ll take it.’
The estate agent blinked.
‘Subject to agreeing the
price,’ I added.
I have learned the rhythm of
the Thames. Tugs ply the river daily,
hauling London’s waste in canary coloured containers. On Saturdays kayaks from the local rowing club
gather, urgent blue shards slicing the water.
Each month, a vast sand dredger with a Meccano superstructure discharges
its cargo noisily. Occasionally cruise
ships visit, their cabins at eye level with my window, their passengers impatient
for the London landmarks they have been promised and bewildered by this hinterland
of decaying industry mingled with cookie-cutter apartment buildings. Ark Royal sang her swan song here, a bevy of
tugs in attendance. Once, a pair of
amphibious cars passed, looking frail and lost in the immensity of the river.
On still days, the river is a
perfect mirror and the thickets of red cranes reshaping London’s skyline seem
to stab the river bed. When it’s
blustery, the surface corrugates as though protecting the river’s inhabitants
from the tumult above. At twilight, when colour drains from the landscape and
the tips of the Dome’s yellow towers are crowned with red lights, I sip a glass of wine and gaze contentedly from my
eyrie.
The Thames is clean now:
there are plenty of fish and occasional seals, their dog-like heads surfacing
for tantalising seconds. Children play
on the sandy foreshore. In defiance of
the byelaws, on summer evenings I swim. It is placid and unexpectedly warm in the
shallows. Unconcerned by my presence,
gulls alight nearby, huge in their proximity.
Semi-submerged, perspectives are altered. It is the river that persists - forever in
motion, yet forever the same - while the buildings alongside are revealed as
impermanent and at the sufferance of the capricious water. I drift on my back, looking up at the window
from where I so often survey the river; a satisfying symmetry. This immersion is a kind of covenant: now I am
one with the river.
© David Thompson 2015
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